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Lilithia//Ren
10 April 2006 @ 10:19 am
Well not really! I've just been really, really slack to update!!

Gaia life has been so boring & draining lately, I've lost interest in it. I can't really stay focused on it for more than ten minutes...!

I am loving going on Deviantart more though! I'm more confident in my art these days & I absolutely love joining art competitions.

I didn't win the Tattoo Lolly contest {which makes me sad} but because I tried, I have an new art style in the first place! It's not a lose/lose situation after all!!

I bought myself a new jacket, scarf & hat... I figure I can use the jacket to cosplay NANA! )

I'm sure you guys have heard of "NANA" right? It's a manga a live-action movie starring Mika Nakashima, a café in Japan, a PSP & PS2 game in Japan, an anime --- plus I heard it's going to be a live-action tv drama soon too! :D By the way it's by Ai Yazawa, the genius behind "Paradise Kiss"!

I'm so excited that I'm going to be cosplaying Nana Osaki {punk NANA!}, but the anime convention isn't until September so I have a long way to go!


Anyhow that's all from me for now!


Muchos amore!


~ Ren//Lilithia
 
 
Lilithia//Ren
04 March 2006 @ 05:56 pm
Okay, so I went a whole month without updating. Yes, you can kick me! I really need to get used to this whole updating thing to be honest...

I got sick of the basic layout I had. I don't know how to make a new layout, so I decided to go through some templates, I like blue, so I chose this blue layout & made myself an icon using some default fonts & one of my photography photos which you can see HERE.


To be honest the biggest reason I am updating is because there's something big happening... & not good... so I felt I needed to write about it.


My boyfriend, Shawn's mother has been admitted to hospital in Sydney. Shawn & his brother Eric flew with a one way ticket up to Sydney, no clothes, no packing, just them, their phones & a camera.


His mum survived the operation but she can't eat food & she's on the drip right now. I'm pretty sure that the boys will be in and out of Sydney because of it. I really don't understand why his mother has to be so stubborn though... she refused to use pain killers & what not.


Anyhow, I am worried about them as a whole. Surely we've had a few disputes in the past, & I'm still convinced that she doesn't really like me, but today Shawn told me that his mother asked about me if I knew what was happening. Not sure if that's a positive thing or not.


Shawn even during one of our phone calls said to me,
"Can I at least tell my mother that you said HI!?"


I feel stressed because of the whole predicament. I'm not entirely bad, I am worrying about his mother too. I hope she's okay. I can't honestly say I know how they are feeling right now, because I don't. I've never had anyone real close to me die on me, & I don't want to know.


The idea of death scares me.


I'm going to be going on annual leave for two weeks starting from March 10 until the 28th. Perhaps I could save up my money & travel to Sydney to visit her. She may have done some wrong to me, & I may or may not have done some wrong to her, but I feel it's the least I could do. I am with her son after all.




~ Ren//Lilithia



P.S.~ About the cover art competition, I'm working on an agreement & submission form... then we can get things started. But it's not one of my biggest worries right now.
 
 
Current Mood: Super Stressed~
Current Music: Greenday - {Wake Me Up} When September Ends
 
 
Lilithia//Ren
Already the end of January...so quick.

I'm still working on my Cover Art Competition for Deviantart. Man, seriously it's much harder work than I thought.


Right now I can't really disclose any information about the storyline of the short story as I am trying to not have anyone have some special advantage... I am however working on the prizes as well which I can disclose!!


It's going to be a combination of {bunny} plushies, {shojo} manga, & art - whether that be photography prints, custom story commission or abstract name art from me!




I refuse to give Deviant subscriptions as a prize as;
firstly I do not have a credit card;
secondly it doesn't last forever;
third of all I believe my prizes should be something that can actually be held.

Sorry if my prize ideas sound lame...that's just the way I feel.



I fell in love this plushie I saw in the shop window on my way to work a week ago, & I had it ordered in for me. I bought today so I'm thinking of buying another one & having it specifically as a competition prize.


Check the bunny plushie I'm yacking on about...clicku~ )



What do you think? Would you want this plushie!?

If people comment a lot saying they would, I'll definitely get another one for the competition prizes!


I personally love mine, I called her "Bun-Bun"!!~~ XDDDDDD




The Cover Art Competition will be going for a year. Plenty of time to enter.



Okay let me tell of the basics;


- The competition is to design cover art for the short story that I have written.
- The short story for the contest will be especially written for the competition so there can be no advantage whatsoever.

- The ultimate winner will not only win a plush, manga & some art but they will also win one signed copy of the short story with their winning art on the cover of the book {with credit of course!}.



This has been one of my dreams, to have a published novel, at least one & I intend on making my dreams come true!



If your dream is to have your art on the cover of a great novel,
I suggest you join my competition when it opens.





Notes/Rules of Competition:


* Drawings, paintings & photography can be submitted. This means not *just* anime!

* Since this is the cover of a book anything that is visual can be submitted as long as it is on Deviantart.

* It has to be made specifically for this competition, so no running back to your older arts & submitting those.

* Judging will be done by myself, my boyfriend Shawn, my sister Sabrina, & my friend [Sakura] {known from GaiaOnline}.




I hope all this stuff sounds okay, you guys are welcome to run through some ideas or suggestions with me.




That's all from me for now! I will give you guys a nudge in my entries when I am going to open the competition though!





~Ren//Lilithia
 
 
Current Mood: Tired & planning...
Current Music: Tsukiko Amano - Chou {Fatal Frame II Theme Song}
 
 
Lilithia//Ren
29 January 2006 @ 01:04 pm
Happy Chinese New Year!! It's the Year of the DOG; so if you do have a pet dog, go wish them happy birthday!


Click here to see the beautiful lantern photo I took last year! )


I'm really excited about next weekend as Crown Casino is having their whole Chinese New Year celebrations then. What does this mean for Lili!? It means PHOTO OPPORTUNITIES!! I'm so excited!! Above is a photo I took last year during the Lunar New Year! So yes, I am excited!



~Ren//Lilithia
 
 
Current Mood: Blargh~
Current Music: Bodyrockers - I Like the Way You Move
 
 
Lilithia//Ren
14 January 2006 @ 01:04 pm
It's no secret that I am crazy... but the news of today is that my latest craze is Japanese drama!!

Yes, seriously - especially after being on my high from watching "Hana Yori Dango" which is *so* much better than "Meteor Garden" - my advice is to not watch it. Not ever.



A lot of people were comparing both the series; both the Japanese drama & "Meteor Garden" which is Taiwanese drama based on the very same manga "Hana Yori Dango" by the genius Yoko Kamio.

The stupid people! They should compare the original manga as well as the anime series to the dramas - not the dramas against each other! Fools! I bet they've never even {like a majority of them} read the manga.



To be honest, the art isn't as "cute" but the story is amazing! I wish I had thought of it! Honestly!


Watching "Hana Yori Dango" has inspired me to watch other dramas... so that explains my latest craze!!




Actually my dad offered to give me a credit card today - he asked if I needed one. I remember being so mad at my mum for giving my younger sister a credit card a few years back. Especially when it was the same week that they gave her a laptop computer!

Honestly that girl is the favourite of the family - she gets everything, & when I say "everything" I mean everything which means including my parents pushing her to study & stuff.


{I am the eldest child in the family, therefore I am automatically considered the "rebel".}



Back to the original topic, about the credit card - I told my dad "no" - I'm quite proud of myself. I spend like water & I'm still paying my boyfriend back for all the manga he bought for me at this really good bookstore when he went to Sydney for a day.


The last thing I need is a credit card right now which would encourage me to spend more. Maybe later when I've saved up more money & I've paid off everything I owe to anyone who I do owe money to in the first place!




About the manga, my boyfriend bought for me Hot Gimmick; volumes 1 - 6, as well as Imadoki!; volumes 1 - 5 [full set].



Actually Imadoki! is quite good, but it kind of makes me a bit angry. There are a lot of traits from the story that are exact carbon copies from "Hana Yori Dango". I know I can say "copy" because Hana Yori Dango was made YEARS before Imadoki! was created.



Did you know, "Hana Yori Dango" was originally published in 1992!? It's 2006 & the story of HYD is still going strong! That's how amazing it is!



Okay, back to "Imadoki!" - there are many traits that are stolen from Hana Yori Dango... such as - the main character girl being called a "weed", the girl's desk being stolen, the ending where the guy will grow to become the man worthy for the girl & then come for her


Although the guy main character didn't travel far away to New York unlike Hana Yori Dango - the girl instead in "Imadoki!" just went back to her home in the country - & then the guy joined her when he completed school.



Basically it's the same... they get seperated, the guy has to grow & then when he is a "man" he will be powered up to return to the girl & "collect" her I suppose...


So seriously, I'm not bashing. They were just too alike for "Imadoki!" to be enjoyed as it's own title.



Okay well maybe YOU don't see the similiarities, but it's the same to me!



I think tonight I'm going to watch "The Producers" at the cinema tonight with my sister & my boyfriend since they both surprisingly are interested in watching it. I'm curious to know if they realise that this movie is a MUSICAL!?


Haha, I won't tell them though. I want to see what their reaction is when we actually do watch the movie!



Hmmm... I think that's about all from me! I'll be back later - I swear!




Ja ne!




~Ren//Lilithia
 
 
Current Mood: Pleasantly happy!
Current Music: ARASHI - Sakura Sake [yes, again!]
 
 
Lilithia//Ren
12 January 2006 @ 11:22 pm
I wish I called myself Sakura or something... It's such a common name, but it's *really* pretty! Maybe I'm only thinking about this because I'm currently obsessed with ARASHI...this really awesome Japanese boy band - & I keep listening to "WISH" & "Sakura Sake" from them!


I think my favourite is Matsumoto Jun... but then again, I'm not so sure. All of the band members are so awesome in their own way!

Ohno is so funny, he has a great sense of humour {well they all do, but I reckon Ohno in particular}, Sho is so cool, he looks like the tough type & he raps too! I've never heard at all Japanese rap until now to be honest!

Then there's Aiba who I believe has a really nice voice, it's unique but it's still very nice! Nino looks like the baby face of the group... but he's also a songwriter & he seems like the shy yet pretty boy type! Then there's Matsumoto Jun... & he's just... awesome!


Can you tell I'm a fan now?


Anyhow, I bought myself four canvases but they weren't the typical shape! Two were square & the other two were long ways... kind of landscape if you know what I mean. I'm so excited because I get to paint again soon! Especially since my sister bought me my very own easel so I don't have to paint on the floor anymore!!


Actually on another note, I think I'm going out with my boyfriend. We've been going out for three years, known each other for five... & I know it sounds clique --- but like we're best friends. Although I wish he was more romantic! Then again, I shouldn't ask for so much, since he's already so great to me!


Maybe I'm too influenced by all this lovey dovey stuff. Which is ironic because right now on Gaia I'm organising a "Single Awareness Fete 06" because... I really don't know. LOL.

To be honest I'm the most love sick/love crazy/hopeless romantic nut you will ever meet. So my actions even stump me!


Either way I have to end hit here because I'm going to watch a movie now. No, it's not Japanese - unfortunately!



Ja ne!


~Ren//Lilithia
 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: ARASHI - Sakura Sake
 
 
Lilithia//Ren
11 January 2006 @ 11:19 pm
This is my first entry of PLANETARIUM so I intend on making it a good one.

I'm on a high after watching "Hana Yori Dango" - the Japanese TV live-action drama. It wasn't exact, but I loved it all the same. Usually I'm really pissed off, annoyed & upset when books I love get on screen & fail - & are ruined; but I was really impressed with the TV drama of "Hana Yori Dango".

I wish I had a love story like that to be honest. Why can't my love life by as romantic as in books, movies & tv shows?

Of course though, I am a romance nut. I love shoujo manga, romantic drama tv shows...heck I even write love stories!! I really want to write another story other than Soar*. I have been writing Soar* for over a year now; but it's so hard to focus on one thing like that. I'm kind of stumped. But it's not like I'm lost for ideas...it's actually quite the opposite. I have so many I don't know which to write!

Anyhow, I will figure it out. Until then I have other aims to shoot for. Like buying the "Hana Yori Dango" insert song "PLANETARIUM" by Otsuka Ai. I haven't stopped listening to it since I've heard it...


That's all from me for now. I'll write again soon.



~Ren//Lilithia
 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: PLANETARIUM by Otsuka Ai